Cosmic Cries

I can’t save you

I can only save myself

I can’t breath for you

You have to breath for yourself

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I thought my duty

Were these pieces

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Thought my purpose

Was this thesis

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But instead I am

A flashlight

In a very dark place

A sight alone

Severely outnumbered

I’m on my own

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These aren’t my pieces

So I leave them

I feel bad

I could’ve helped you

I feel bad

What if you turn blue ?

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My mind will come up

With a million reasons

To consume the guilt

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My soul will remind me

We’re all on our own path

Marriage or not

This is my souls task

Marriage or not

This isn’t going to last

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You won’t learn your

Lessons if I continue

With this puzzle

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I’m distraught picking up

These pieces

I can’t put them back together

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They aren’t mine

And it kills me

I’m not meant to be

Here for you

It kills me

I can see you

I would want to be

Saved by me too

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You’ll never

understand

the pain

I have to see

You don’t understand

This is the last I will ever see

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We don’t come back next time

We don’t come back to finish

This rhyme

The last time I kissed you

Is the last time

The last time I touched you

Digs deeper

Into my spine

Kundalini cosmic cries

I catch my breath

Forever you will

Be mine

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My soul will

Have no body

No language

Not a sound

A universal language

Humans deaf to my

pure sound

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Do you know how much

It kills me to see this

All by myself

Do you know how much

It kills me

I’ll never feel your caress

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I will be alive

Floating endlessly

Amongst the stars

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Maybe one day you’ll

Join me and show

Me who you are.

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Maybe one day

You will join me

& I won’t feel

Pushed too far.

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10:21 PM

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