High or Higher Self

I see the levels

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How far we are

Away from the light

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How high can I go

To find the truth

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I breath

I breath

I breath

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My eyes close

My body I let go

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I have been this

Skin before

I have hurt this

Skin before

Yet healed this

skin before

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You aren’t mad at the world

You are mad at yourself

Quit taking it out on

Everyone else

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It’s you

Fool

Look in the mirror

You aren’t thinking clear

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Trauma

Scraping over

The truth

We have been

Here before

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Dancing over nails

Ballerina twirls

down the hall

Red rover

Red rover

Go all the way

To the back door

See the light shine

Out from under

The floor

Yin and Yangs

Physical presence

Allowed us to explore

Each door moore

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Do you remember

The death rooms ?

What you hide ?

What you keep ?

My eyes sting

I haven’t gone there

In years

This isn’t feeling

Like a treat

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Oh darling

They call you

It’s all for you

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Am I out of my mind

Trying to reach up to you ?

Is this all there is without you ?

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So many preach faith

Then back away when

I am true with my disgrace

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I don’t want to judge myself

Or anyone else

I just want my heart back

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They showed me when I

Closed my eyes

My heart is closing again

I’m holding myself again

But I’m not alone

Never been

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Hello higher self

I feel you rise

The Phoenix flies

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It must be me in my way

Thought it was problems

Z. To A

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I set the intention

To heal

Please dont chy away

Don’t hide from me

I am you

here for you

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Higher self

Telepathy harmony

I hear every word

You tell me

No lips moving

Between you and I

I see you touch my heart

Your hand on my shoulder

your robe — pure light

You are covered in blue

Throat chakra coming

Through

How many more times

Will I deny my truth

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12:50 Pm