Insomnia
Seems
To be an
Ongoing
Love affair
.
Just when I
Think I’ve
Found my cure
It comes back
When I least
care
.
Apathy is my
Wage fair
.
.
What do I do
To myself
Day to day
That my
Sleep cycle
Says
Fuck me
In
Every
Way
.
.
.
Maybe it’s
Not so bad
Isolation
Is the best
Place for
Someone
Stuck in
My ways
.
.
.
.
I’ll tuck you
Into bed
Kiss your head
.
.
.
I’ll always come back
But I got to go
To my room
To the show
I’m sorry
But I got to go
Come back
I will
But leave
I must
Now
.
.
No going back
.
.
Insomnia
Will let me
See
What I’m not
Facing
.
Chasing
Something
.
Hungry
.
Tired
.
Gotta give in
To live
Love you
The way
You want
me to
.
I think
.
I’m winging it
.
This feels right
.
.
Reminds me
Of centered
Parts of who
I used to be
.
.
Dear
Insomnia
Please let
Me be
.
.
I have
dreams
I have
To see
.
I can’t
When you
Won’t let me
Be
.
.
You always
Come back
To me &
Drift away
Just as the sea
.
.
Intended you
.
.
Come and go
As you please
My insomnia-tic
Feen
.
Moonlight
Comes
Bright
.
Most
People
Sleep
.
I howl at
The moon
.
.
A dancing loon
.
Happy as hell
With no sleep
.
.
Compared to
What I used
To be
I’ll take the
Festival
Steep
.
.
Watch the stars
Wonder how
Far
I can
Drive
.
.
Insomnia
And a
Playlist
.
Time
doesn’t
Exist
.
I’m alive
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
Wonder how
Far I’ll get
With this
Daze
.
You were
supposed
to go
away
.
.
Insomnia
I know
you’ll stay
To haunt me
Of the things
I meant
To choose
.
The things
I stand to lose
.
.
Improve
.
Your driving me
Crazy
Can’t wait
To finally
Sleep
.
.
I could
pass out on
This floor
Still wake up
With a divine
Flow
.
Chastised
For digging
So deep I had to
Share the glow
.
.
Shall I say
Your name
One more
time
.
.
.
Pray to God
It’s not all
In my head
.
Insomnia
Send me to
Our Sleep
Shed
.
.
Make me a bed
Tell me i did good
Pull up my head
Tell me
the truth
It’s going to
be dead
For awhile
Got to catch
Up on my dreams
.
.
Insomnia
Don’t leave me
I need you
I can still
Turn on myself
Your the only
One that tells
The truth
.
.
Sleep
Coming for me
He knows I’ve
Been running
Not empty
.
Comes to heal me
Brings a blanket
Let’s me lay
Until I take it
.
It’s sick
You both
Love me
Lay with me
Give into me
.
Dear God
What an
Amazement
I’ve seen
.
Insomnia-tic
Sleep
You both know
The music
Captivated me
.
Laid with me
Gave into me
Let me be free
.
I got to
run to the
Stage
maybe
An Uber
Will
Bring me
back
To my cage
.
One day
Driving isn’t
a strength
With this
Sway
.
.
Oh May
At it again
Using hearts
As
Pillows
Across these
States
Morning comes
You get up
Before everyone
Leave
before
they can
Even offer
To have some
Fun
Got to go
Can’t lay here
And stare anymore
.
These thoughts can’t
Go past my lips
.
How many years
Insomnia
Can this go
.
How many tears
Have you made
Me choke
.
Breath life
I am not alone
I hate admitting
The truth but
It’s both
I hang onto
The phone
.
I can’t stay asleep forever
& and I can’t stay up
As much as I want
.
I need both for balance
Both to keep me young
.
Help me focus on the
Medicine the one
Who dwells inside
My lung
.
I’d stand on top
A mountain &
Confess my truths
To you then
Dive down
To the ocean
And show you
It was you there
Too
.
I’m insane
Been up too
Long sleep has
Called and
Checked my tone
He knows I’ve
Been feeling quite
Alone
Confides in me
To let him be
The only one
Inside of me
.
I’m so confused
I should go
To bed
Insomnia
Please
Just hold
my head
Don’t leave me
Here with just
This bed
I need you
Please
Come hold
this head
.
Let me fall
Like I used to
Notebook
& a
Pen
.
Close to you.
.
.
Touch me
Kiss this head
I got to go
Both of you
Are getting to me
I don’t know which
One will let me breath
I’m overwhelmed by
The inconsistencies
My only choice
Now is Sleep.
Insomnia come
To me in my dreams
Come and remind
Me of the truth
The one I can’t
Afford to lose
I can’t even hide
In booze
I guess that’s
Why I chose my shoes
I have to go
The choice is made
I won’t go
where
My voice
Could fade
.
.
Infinity
Is a long
Time to
Cascade
Alone
The truth was written on my wrist. 
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