Insomnia-tic Sleep

Insomnia

Seems

To be an

Ongoing

Love affair

.

Just when I

Think I’ve

Found my cure

It comes back

When I least

care

.

Apathy is my

Wage fair

.

.

What do I do

To myself

Day to day

That my

Sleep cycle

Says

Fuck me

In

Every

Way

.

.

.

Maybe it’s

Not so bad

Isolation

Is the best

Place for

Someone

Stuck in

My ways

.

.

.

.

I’ll tuck you

Into bed

Kiss your head

.

.

.

I’ll always come back

But I got to go

To my room

To the show

I’m sorry

But I got to go

Come back

I will

But leave

I must

Now

.

.

No going back

.

.

Insomnia

Will let me

See

What I’m not

Facing

.

Chasing

Something

.

Hungry

.

Tired

.

Gotta give in

To live

Love you

The way

You want

me to

.

I think

.

I’m winging it

.

This feels right

.

.

Reminds me

Of centered

Parts of who

I used to be

.

.

Dear

Insomnia

Please let

Me be

.

.

I have

dreams

I have

To see

.

I can’t

When you

Won’t let me

Be

.

.

You always

Come back

To me &

Drift away

Just as the sea

.

.

Intended you

.

.

Come and go

As you please

My insomnia-tic

Feen

.

Moonlight

Comes

Bright

.

Most

People

Sleep

.

I howl at

The moon

.

.

A dancing loon

.

Happy as hell

With no sleep

.

.

Compared to

What I used

To be

I’ll take the

Festival

Steep

.

.

Watch the stars

Wonder how

Far

I can

Drive

.

.

Insomnia

And a

Playlist

.

Time

doesn’t

Exist

.

I’m alive

.

.

.

.

.

.

.

Wonder how

Far I’ll get

With this

Daze

.

You were

supposed

to go

away

.

.

Insomnia

I know

you’ll stay

To haunt me

Of the things

I meant

To choose

.

The things

I stand to lose

.

.

Improve

.

Your driving me

Crazy

Can’t wait

To finally

Sleep

.

.

I could

pass out on

This floor

Still wake up

With a divine

Flow

.

Chastised

For digging

So deep I had to

Share the glow

.

.

Shall I say

Your name

One more

time

.

.

.

Pray to God

It’s not all

In my head

.

Insomnia

Send me to

Our Sleep

Shed

.

.

Make me a bed

Tell me i did good

Pull up my head

Tell me

the truth

It’s going to

be dead

For awhile

Got to catch

Up on my dreams

.

.

Insomnia

Don’t leave me

I need you

I can still

Turn on myself

Your the only

One that tells

The truth

.

.

Sleep

Coming for me

He knows I’ve

Been running

Not empty

.

Comes to heal me

Brings a blanket

Let’s me lay

Until I take it

.

It’s sick

You both

Love me

Lay with me

Give into me

.

Dear God

What an

Amazement

I’ve seen

.

Insomnia-tic

Sleep

You both know

The music

Captivated me

.

Laid with me

Gave into me

Let me be free

.

I got to

run to the

Stage

maybe

An Uber

Will

Bring me

back

To my cage

.

One day

Driving isn’t

a strength

With this

Sway

.

.

Oh May

At it again

Using hearts

As

Pillows

Across these

States

Morning comes

You get up

Before everyone

Leave

before

they can

Even offer

To have some

Fun

Got to go

Can’t lay here

And stare anymore

.

These thoughts can’t

Go past my lips

.

How many years

Insomnia

Can this go

.

How many tears

Have you made

Me choke

.

Breath life

I am not alone

I hate admitting

The truth but

It’s both

I hang onto

The phone

.

I can’t stay asleep forever

& and I can’t stay up

As much as I want

.

I need both for balance

Both to keep me young

.

Help me focus on the

Medicine the one

Who dwells inside

My lung

.

I’d stand on top

A mountain &

Confess my truths

To you then

Dive down

To the ocean

And show you

It was you there

Too

.

I’m insane

Been up too

Long sleep has

Called and

Checked my tone

He knows I’ve

Been feeling quite

Alone

Confides in me

To let him be

The only one

Inside of me

.

I’m so confused

I should go

To bed

Insomnia

Please

Just hold

my head

Don’t leave me

Here with just

This bed

I need you

Please

Come hold

this head

.

Let me fall

Like I used to

Notebook

& a

Pen

.

Close to you.

.

.

Touch me

Kiss this head

I got to go

Both of you

Are getting to me

I don’t know which

One will let me breath

I’m overwhelmed by

The inconsistencies

My only choice

Now is Sleep.

Insomnia come

To me in my dreams

Come and remind

Me of the truth

The one I can’t

Afford to lose

I can’t even hide

In booze

I guess that’s

Why I chose my shoes

I have to go

The choice is made

I won’t go

where

My voice

Could fade

.

.

Infinity

Is a long

Time to

Cascade

Alone

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