Our Legacy

Do you still get shook

When our paths

Fall in line

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Do you still ask why

I come freely to your mind

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There is life in me

But I don’t get to tell you that

There is life in her

I can see her getting that

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My third eye

Isn’t blind

My mind idles high

Coming to the crown

I’ll be able to see more

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Got to take care of myself

This isn’t just about your blow

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I have a life to live too

Even if you make me blue

I have a baby who needs me

You have a baby coming too

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How weird is the distance

When the common

Seems to keep us true

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How weird is this absence

When you know you want to call

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I can see you in my dreams

Unprovoked cut up streams

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They give me signs

Of your full force demise

But don’t worry baby

This was written in the skies

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Your legacy is growing

You should be so fucking pleased

Your legacy is showing

Just let go and enjoy the breeze

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The only thing set in stone

Is you and me and the trees

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The only things that is worth

Knowing is your little one is growing

Everything else will come effortlessly

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I know you want to run

I would do just the same

I can’t imagine what it’s like

Sacrificing yourself in vein

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Do they even know what you’ve

Given up or do you just act

Like it’s a shame

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Do they even know you

Are in your mind with

Someone else name?

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How could you lay

Your head down

On the chopping

Block anymore

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You never did from the beginning

You let me sit there and take your blows

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You think I wanted to have this

But I’m keen on giving

you what you want

Even if it kills me

And takes me for a haunt

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We are going to evolve

Much better than we could

We are going to unbind

The selfishness in you

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Your legacy is growing

Be sure to pick a strong name

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Your legacy is showing

That love is not the first

Part of the game

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Keep buying them everything

I’m sure that’s all they want

Money hungry security

When it’s never what you want

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Do you remember how many holes

Used to sleep with us in your blanket?

Do you remember the pillow

We shared with while laying naked?

How far away that seems

But in the end it comes in dreams

I can’t choose this vision

It’s stuck melted in my brain

You have more ammo to discredit

This un-denying pain

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I pray you find your sanity

In this never ending game

I pray I find some peace of mind

And continue to think just too kind

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I could’ve came unglued

But what good would that do

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Everyone has figured a way

To get along with her

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I remember when I was brainwashed

Into thinking you should go

I remember how upset they got

When I wouldn’t let you go

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Losing me

Is losing you

You won’t get it

Until you sink

Back to the blue

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I really hope I’m by my phone

When you get that low

Because if I’m not

You’ll fuck up a lot

And pull that trigger

And go

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It’s not what I want

But I’ve already called

Left that voicemail

To jiggle your thoughts

Remind you

That you

Can’t be alone

Even if you’re married

To someone you

Can’t call home

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I’m sure you’ll figure it out

Someday maybe one day

I’ll catch you in the rain

We’ll laugh and we’ll smile

Of the childish things

We say

We’ll laugh and we’ll cry

As we think of the time we waste

Look in my eyes

Realize I’m not the disgrace

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All that matters now

Are the babies coming to be

All that matters now is my

Daughter forming healthily

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I see a son

Or maybe my sexes are turned around

I guess I’ll wait till the vision

Comes through

And bounces off a cloud

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A gateway I can’t close

So daunting but so true

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Spirit babies

What a mess you

get to choose

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4 shocked parents

Many fingers & toes

on the way

Babies babies babies

Is all we have to say

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For once it isn’t about us

This curse or this cross

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For once it isn’t about us

Even though I must feel lost

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You were the first I told

When life was a ring

Now

You aren’t that call at all

So I hope you hear me sing

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I have life inside of me

She’s begging to come free

I have life inside of me

I wish you were here to see

1:37 PM July 5th