Commit to Evolving

What more

Could you

Want

.

.

What conditions

Would you

Break to

Feel that

Way again

.

.

What karma

Would you

Face

To

See

her

Face

again

.

.

These obligations

These conditions

These lessons

These fears

This cowardly

Lion I am

Dressed up in

.

.

Oh the cosmos

Has a way

Of showing things

She should not see

Showing things

That should not be

True to her

And

True to me

.

.

What would

It take

To tell

Myself the

Truth

.

.

Who would it

Be to wake me

From this stup- id

Nightmare

I am faced to live

.

.

We talked like

Lovers

Couldn’t help it

I swear

Told myself

To be on

My best behavior

In the end

I could’ve

Stayed with her

.

.

.

My ego destroyed it

Always does

Told myself long ago

Don’t touch that one

You won’t forgive

Yourself if you break her

Fantasize of taking her away

But in the end I always push away

She can only assume the worst

If she were blind

Only feel that she’d been cursed

When God asked her to tow the line

.

.

What more could

You want than

Someone who

Willingly translates

Your mind

.

.

What more could

You want than

What God grew

On your vine

.

.

It must be these

Conditions that

Replace the truth

It must be this

Transition

Of the wicked witch

Slammed by the roof

.

.

Never felt so trapped

And now I’m here

Hoping and wishing

I learn all my lessons here

.

.

What I would give

To come back to her

.

.

If only she knew the truth

I have no choice but

To send it up above

God if you are listening

I surrender all this love

.

God if you are there

I surrender to my love

.

.

7:38 pm

8/27/21