My Martyr Mistake

How did I

Martyr you

And not see ?

How could I not see

The things you

Consistently

Told me

I refused those words

Your light shown through

Too much

Saving me

And

Blinding

You

All at once

A decade

Had to pass

And here I am

I still hold

your glass

Is it filled up?

Did you overflow?

Is it low?

I hold all thee answers

And you

In the other

I’m in a trance

Knock on my door

Show me who you are

I can never be

Who you want me

To be

You don’t know me

Anymore

Knock on my door

Show me who you are

I’m in a trance

Waiting next to

The floor

I lay no more

Sitting

Kindly

I will feel you

Constantly

Touch me

Hauntingly

2 days

2 months

2 years

7 years

A lifetime

I can’t wait

To meet my fate

I don’t want to be old

Look at you so cold

Touch my soul

I am whole

I see you

I see me

It won’t be just

That way.

What a 3D

World that

Leaves me

in

Such

Dismay

Don’t worry

Baby

I will

Always

Stay.