I carry death with me well
Carry it with me In life
So In death I may
Carry life
I translate death
I translate the teeter of
Should I give up today
Or give it another day
I translate my pain
Like a poem written well
Transmute my pain
As inspired by my ribs poem
I used to hide this part of myself
Scared someone would tell
Death is my friend
I know him well
You can see it in my eyes
Some days
Death is my peace
Seeps into my soul
As much as I love this life
I still miss my home
You can see it in my eyes
I enjoy slitting my wrists for you
If only it means I can save you
A stitch or two
From a young age I just wanted to
Help plants , animals and humans
The defensiveness of my intentions
Started at home — cycled me through
My lessons — let me exercise my compassion
Compassion with no boundaries
Is like a third eye open and a closed crown
I am light spread open
I am the shoulder you want to cry on
The coat you need to stay warm
A vessel for the All to send you kind words
My purpose is to be kind to you
Find in you the blocks that
Won’t let you be you
I see you
As you stare into my eyes
Know I am a mirror for you
My dear
Oh
My dear
How I love you
I carry death with me
You can see it In my eyes
I am so happy to be here in this
Moment with you — it will never
Be this way again — I know that
As our nervousness seeps in
So grateful to gaze into your eyes
My dear I love you
Find your way back home this time
2:01pm
May 14th 2022
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