Talking to u — is talking to me

I just need time

Time

Time

Time

Always on my side

.

.

I just need love

Love

Love

Love

How silly I

think I need

Something that I

Already am

.

Whisper

(I am love)

.

Sometimes I have to

Give myself this

Extreme Ultimatum

Really ask myself

If I’m living w

ith purpose

Or if I’m dying

Of worldly sickness

Am I mundane ?

Apathetic ?

Complacent ?

Grateful?

I can’t help but

ROLL MY EYES

When I hide the truth

From myself

.

.

Nothing is on fire

No emergency sirens

Ringing in my ear

No warning from

My guides

That something is

Coming near

.

.

So I know I

must be stronger

This must go on longer

Can’t daydream about

The Other

This is my role

I model

I am a Mother

.

.

So Cheyenne

Are you dying ?

Because I think

you’re stronger

.

.

.

3:11 PM

3:18 PM

5/14/2021