Anxious Revelations

I found

myself

Today

Learning

A

Fresh way

To hide

The ocean

Inside

I describe

as

May

I found

myself

Today

Denying

A

Part

Of

Me

I tell

Myself

It’s just

Dismay

;

Something

I’m not

Allowed to

Say

I found

I would

Not sit

Still

I was

chaining

Myself

to my

Free will

So I

wouldn’t

Dig again

;

See you

The truth

.

.

.

I woke up

In the energy

But somehow

Still with

An enemy

;

In turn

I’ve possessed

Myself

.

.

Told

Myself

It was

You again

.

.

Always trying

To lure me

Back to

the den

.

.

Pretend

.

.

You are not

My only friend

.

.

You can’t see

What I need

To mend

.

.

.

Quit taking me

Back to the den

.

.

That is not

Where we

Can bend

.

.

I forgot

You are

My only

Friend

.

.

.

.

.

Today

I found

Cheyenne

AGAIN

sat

Her

ass

down

AGAIN

Found the voice

I long to hear

And let it

Just drown

My fears

.

.

I found

the tears

The anxiety

Rears

.

.

How silly

I hide

This

Mirror

.

These changes

Are rapid

.

Evergreen

.

I’m coming

Alive

.

SING!

.

Regressing

Is all too

Tempting

.

But I’ve

FINALLY

Found

MYSELF

.

Loved Her

More than

Anyone

Else

.

I won’t let

You let me

Live through

Your hell

This is her spell

.

Time will tell

.

Divine

unfolds

.

breaks

What

should

Fail

.

Then

you

will

Finally

Acknowledge

The ring

Of the

Bell

Confess

Your

Self

Created

Hell

Get

back

On

THEE

Stage

FREE

Of

your

cage

.

The only

Thing

gripping

Is what

You wage.