Am I Still the Snake ?

One time I told a little girl

“If I am truly the snake

That bit you

Then you would

Know my venom

Is your cure. ”

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She couldn’t hear me

Her possession she thought

Was being stolen

A boy I knew

A man so true

Caught between

Loving him

And loving you

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Am I still the snake?

Do you still Burden

Yourself like I am

A mistake?

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You must be possessed

Always in competition

With yourself

Losing the “thing” you

Want the most

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But the thing

Is awakening

Pushing away from you

Wants to find his Ghost

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I can’t tell if he’s a moth

Stuck in a cocoon

Or still walking around

Playing husband with a loon

What difference does it make

If this truly is his fate

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This karma is yours

I’m just here settling up

Some open doors

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I know you think of me

Talk about me in your

Tribe of lies

I hear you

And I’m sorry

For what you think I

Put you through

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I am inappropriate ?

While you beat him

Up inside?

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I have to let go when

Your the one who scares

Him on the inside?

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I wanted to meet you

Have you show me you

Weren’t like all the rest

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After years of sacrifice

I realize I cannot progress

I’ve held his guitar

Traveled

Near, wide

And far

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To sit in a corner

And watch him glow

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While you sit there and

Gossip with a friend

Who is your foe

He fucked her ya know?

I laughed when I saw

This know.

I watched you talk

& never watch him sing

It pissed me off he

Loved such a careless

Being

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Dear friend your funny

How you put on a show

I’m flattered truly that

You wanted to hide from me

I cannot judge you

I’ve done the same to Thee

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But listen here

I see you clear

And I’m here to tell the truth

I cannot like you ever girl

You are not good for his soul

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I am not here to take him away

I am only here to show you your fate

Try and trap him

Think a baby will do

When he is alone

I know he will stew

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I won’t go away

I’ve tried

You both won’t

Let go

It doesn’t dissipate

I left you alone

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But you can’t take care

Of him I know

So am I the snake?

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Because your constricting

His breathing

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I wish he would say

I plan on leaving

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What a shame

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You had a chance

Everything sleeping

Next to you

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Gold wanted to sit

In your hands

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I watched him fall

Away from me

I waved goodbye

Willingly

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But I am sick

Knowing you yell

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I am sick

Knowing you abuse

Him when he tries to

Tell

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I would kill me

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If it meant he could

Forget me & the truth

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But what good would that do

When you are the misery

He has come to Use

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I would just come back and haunt you

Every time you raise your voice

Or deny his loud despair

I will hover over you

Showing Him I care

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When you are walking alone

I will creek the floor

Slam a gift I sent you

And watch you gravel

On the floor

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I do not hate you

But my love shows me

You are untrue

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I will not be your friend

When you hurt a

Part of my soul

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Maybe if you’d let him be

Unclench your fist of

Rotten envy

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It won’t happen

I’ve talked to you

Asked you questions

To soften the blow

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I am not your enemy

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But you continue to make me

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If the devil is what you want

From me then baby

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Enjoy the show

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Raise your voice

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One more fucking time

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And I’ll fly to the south

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And show you my wrath

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And leave with your sin

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In Tow

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How can an enemy

Volunteer to suck

The venom out that

Isn’t theirs to show?

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I ingest your poison

I can ground it

Ever Flow

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I have to kill myself

To you so you

Think you can grow

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I believe in you

Don’t feel bad

Release

Just go

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And remember what I know

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Your face is beautiful

But that is just about it

Can’t be kind to a server

After walking in their shoes

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Maybe you should quit

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Can’t stay quiet for a minute to

Watch your husbands show

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Turn your phone on low

It saddens me deeply

To know your the

karmic doe

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Do you hold his guitar or just

Make sure no other girl wants

To at all?

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What a shame you turned out

To be such a bitter withdrawal

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I swear I wanted to meet you

But how could I not kill you?

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How was I supposed to fake

All the bullshit I knew you put

Him through?

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He was perfect and difficult

At the same time

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Yin and a yang

The perfect Divine

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All you had to do

Was get in the car &

Go for a drive

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You couldn’t do that

Your insecurities

Have spoken too loud

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Keep yelling

I hear you

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But your vibes just

Make him die

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I’m here breathing

For two

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because

Your choking him

And whispering

I love you too.

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I wish you would go

Leave because you know

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I will haunt you

Because you want me to

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I will haunt you

Because you know the truth

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You better hope I live

Because if I die

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I promise I will come for you

Hells Fire will rain down

For what you’ve done to him

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It is not my duty to punish

A sin but I’d gladly throw away

My karmic wheel to be

Apart of your Tin

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I’ll shake the walls

Let your wedding pictures fall

Blasphemy ! Bitch!

I’ll destroy them all

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Just fucking be kind !

That’s what I’ve wanted

This whole time

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How hard is it to put

Your love on the line?

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You want him forever ?

You have till the end of this life

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Then the truth comes out

Forever

he is actually

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Mine

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Enjoy him while you can

I hope his flesh tastes as

Good as your sin

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I’m praying for you

To unclench your fist

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I’m praying for you

That you help him

Stay true to HIMself

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But my minds eye

Tells me the truth

And I am

Watching you

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Pray for me

I’ve been praying for you

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6/22/19