I’ve found
The sight again
And it showed
Me you
Showed me a
You
I’ve never been
Introduced to
A you I don’t know
Don’t like
Won’t grow
He’s flipping these
Pages with no
Answer in sight
He sees my name
And it gives him
Panic and delight
I can’t believe
What I saw
Picked up my phone
And threw up
On you
I’m so pissed
At what I just saw
You do
Have you faced
Your karma ?
Do you listen
To yourself ?
Your still going
And asking
Somebody else?!
Oh god
How I get it
I get it all
Too well
I see you
I see you
It puts me
Through hell
You are protected
But you push away
Your guidance
I can feel you
When you say those things
I promise you
I’m not so bad
You haven’t processed me
In all the years you’ve known
Me
You haven’t processed me
I’m too woo woo
For your brain
Continue this path
I see you
Continue this thought
Process
I fucking dare you
I’m not at mad at you
Just see so much more
Than the voices
You listen to
I see so much
That I’m confused
Which one is you
I want you here
But who are you?
I want you here
But who are you?
I’ll know it’s you
When you can finally
love yourself
I’ll know it’s you
When you won’t
Disappear again
I’ll know when your hot
Isn’t my cold
When my excitement
Isn’t met with a wall
It’s been lifetimes
And I’m still so
Patient with this
Binding truth.
3:36 PM
5:04 PM
7/21/20
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