It was never about Rejecting you More of feeling Unworthy More of protecting You from the unhealed Parts of me I saw in my head What I wanted to offer But I could not Embody that at the time So bread crumbs Of what is divine What is rightfully mine Sprinkled through the years I... Continue Reading →
Cosmic Instructions
You can stand in-front Of the mirror And realize you don’t Know who you are But I know I know the truth I see your soul Crying out To be true To your self Be true to What you came Here for Lay there at night And stare at the ceiling As I do Wondering... Continue Reading →
I Am Dead
That’s the trick I’ve found to Present My human findings To the world I’ve pondered for too Long what am I actually Supposed to leave the world Shall I drop breadcrumbs For future souls Or breadcrumbs To find myself again I Am dead I’m emaciated inside Channeling the addiction That you choose in your life... Continue Reading →
A Poem Left Unfinished
So impressed But so depressed Walking around Heart blocked on chest Spiraling thoughts I think I’m less I cannot reach What I can’t confess Let me sit down And settle this mess I’m right here Don’t look at the ground My arms around you Singing so loud Erasing the pain Removing the stain Forgiving the... Continue Reading →
This Is a Siren’s Song
I say your name over the water As soon as i sing it It becomes a sirens song It awe-lll escapes from me Drips from me Pours from me Let me gift you my release Heal me In these words You speak So close Never far away again Inside of me this Division will finally... Continue Reading →
I .. .. You
I hear the guitar Ring out I love you My hips start to sway The way I’ve always Wanted them to Freedom has risen in me Broke these chains that Hindered me Puked up the poison That has long devastated me Sorry I had to leave I love you I swear Write me a song... Continue Reading →
Return to Sender —
I’m thinking I’m thinking I’m thinking again Where would I be If this thought hadn’t led I’m thinking I’m thinking I’m thinking again Where would I be I thought I was dead I lay here I lay here I wish you were here Who would I be Without you plus me I’m thinking I’m thinking... Continue Reading →
Nonlocality
As much as I Mourn this loss with you I see clearly I cannot Do conditions with you Can’t wake up And check if you still Love me as much as I love you Can’t take up your free time When I know you need to grow The human in me is in agony Letting... Continue Reading →
A Yearn Untamed
I struggle to Stay connected To a part of Myself The part of myself I love the most I’m a ghost Your a ghost . . Boo . I yearn to confide Inside myself Be alone & Fix this Ocean of Loneliness I swim in I’m terrified of Water but here I Am flowing with... Continue Reading →
Vulnerable
Be vulnerable with me I won’t hate who you are . . . Breath with me Give me who you are I won’t make you feel bad For the things you want I won’t make you think You are less For what you won’t flaunt . . . Tell me the truth In writing In... Continue Reading →