Theta – QHHT

I’ve got something

Coming to me

Rather I am coming

To face me

I’m swimming in

My brainwaves

I feel like a deftones song

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The beat of cherry waves

Is how I’m swimming

In my brain ; flowing

Effortlessly to my true state

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Which one gives me

Access to the

answers I hear

I’ve known all along

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Delta

Theta

Alpha

Beta

Is gamma the way ?

I could sit here allday

Swaying in a hemi sync daze

Mudra

Mudra

Send it out in every way

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I’m swimming these

Pathways back to me

Looking for the one

To give me access to me

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Memories I float by

Emotions I observe

From times long

Gone bye

Sensations

Sold out prayers

Heart felt

Deep meditations

My lonely tears

They are all here

I’m swimming in my mind

This is mine

All mine

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Drifting slowly

In a trance like state

Drifting flowing

This is apart of my fate

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I can’t stop searching for you

I’m going deeper

Goodbye Beta

Can’t stop seeing you

You are a big part

Of the truth

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Breath quietly

With pranayama

& imaginations

Of green & blue

Om

That throat chakra

Is coming for you

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6:22 PM

March 27th 2021

Hemi – Sync

I talk to you

A lot in

my head

Yet I know

I shouldn’t

Pick up my phone

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If I get brave enough to

Look at your name

I shut myself down

I can’t have a moment

Like that again

You don’t need

me to crack

Your skull open

And show you

The truth of

What you’ve

been hiding in

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Start your day

With a clean slate

“Helps make every day feel brand new”

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Flip a token

To see what side

Of yourself

You’ll choose today

Don’t look in the mirror

It’s easier that way

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I talk to you a lot

In my head

Something I

Don’t recommend

Admitting right now

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It comes natural

Until you want to

Talk about something

I don’t

It comes natural

Till you pull the wrong

String ; I won’t

I can’t sing

Can’t write

My throat is raw

From yelling at myself

I don’t want to visit

This side of my head

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If I asked you to

Close your eyes

And touch the

Part of your brain

That lights up

When I come to mind

I bet it would

Scare you everytime

Not just one location

I come to find

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I hope you know

I don’t feel like

Picking up my phone

My chest feels constricted

Can’t breath the way I like to

Right now thinking of you

Just a subtle heartbeat

Can’t get through the thick fog

Around you ; the pollution

Is too loud

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I see vices

False niceness

Comfort zone

Sacrifices

Happy ….

Happy life

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Being human is weird

I’m sure being a man is worse

All this pressure on your shoulders

To be a provider , believe that a better

Version of yourself is built by

Sacrificing who you are to someone else

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Dark night of the soul

Is the only way through

I promise your authentic self

Wont let you ignore this pull

If this was the end then your

Pearl Jam song would be playing loud

I don’t hear the bells ringing or

The End coming for you

But I can assure you it

Wont be me snapping my fingers

Bringing you back on cue

But I see you

Don’t worry friend

I couldn’t stop if I tried

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You come to mine

Too many times

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Comedically I picture

Your name entering

The left side of my brain

Deciphering where it should

store this lovely being

The security is weak on that side

The bouncer said your name is on the list

Every-time

I’m dancing on the right side

Spinning in circles , dancing

Pantomime

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Drifting through Oklahoma

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