Corpus Callosum

Peek a boo

I see you

Hiding between

The hemispheres

Of your brain

Did you forget

This is my domain ?

E-motion

Energy

Frequencies

All you ; all me

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I don’t believe you

Are hiding from me

But I do believe you

Need a message from me

So read this real quick

Then hide me away

Like you need to

At least in this timeline

You felt honorable

Called to jump back to

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I know your studies

Have paused

The hunger for

Knowledge has paused

You tried to cut cords

& run — don’t blame you at all

But what you failed to see

Is your karma isn’t done

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I can’t help but see

This karma end with a Son

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But wasn’t it nice to

See yourself again?

Wasn’t it nice to remember

It is you who misses you within ?

Imagine how sad your soul is

When you pull away from him

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I dare you

Picture yourself as him

Can you even face these truths ?

Don’t worry I nurture him

Get your head out of your hands

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Do you know you are standing

In the middle of your brain?

Let me translate it so it’s not

So mystical & I don’t make you

Feel insane

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It’s the corpus callosum

At the bottom of your brain

You are standing there

Putting pressure on both sides

Thinking you are in a divide of your life

Maybe you are

But you are thinking all wrong

Spinning and spinning of all

The words that don’t need to be drawn

Pick a card

Tell me what is yours

I’m waiting for the emperor

To show himself — expose

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You know you have free will

You can stand here as long as you want

Putting pressure on yourself

In a self created hell

But my dear look down at your feet

Do you even like your shoes ?

Do you see the pressure you put

On yourself over so many things

You know you need to lose ?

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A stream of thoughts coming on the left

Cannot connect to the right

When you are standing in the way

You can’t tuck yourself between

Your brain and tell yourself

That “I am okay”

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Please stop feeling guilty

Over ghosting me

It’s what you’ve always done

I don’t need to forgive you

No damage has been done

The door was closing I felt

It when you tucked and run

Slid you a book before

the cavern door lock spun

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I can’t wait for you to

Read this far

Can’t wait for you

To call and say

“Fuck you Cheyenne”

Laughing hysterically

Because this is so dumb

For now whisper it

Under your breath

Roll your head back

Exhaling frantically

“God what do I do!”

Keep in mind according

to science

Your brain doesn’t mature until

You are at-least 35

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Please only think of me

In happiness & in love

Use me to be the muse in you

Transmute —

Unconditional Love

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I’m always proud of you

No matter what you do

Where you go

My spirit is waving at you

Eb and fucking flow

Surrender

Let go

2:03pm

Breadcrumbs

I have to go

Away from those

Who feed me

Breadcrumbs

You promise a feast

And when I show

Breadcrumbs scatter

The floor

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Am I to pick these up?

Is this what you’ve invited me to?

Left me with ?

How am I to comprehend

This bullshit I see

You living in ?

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I have to give

You back your crumbs

You should give these

To those who will except

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I see right through you

I can’t except this

The only one I am

Holding accountable

Is me and it’s time

To admit that this

Isn’t it.

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Take your breadcrumbs

I won’t fool myself anymore

Take your breadcrumbs

Go give it to the people

That will except less

From you

Give them to the people

Who let you hide from you

One day wrinkles will

Shine on through

You’ll stare down at your

Thumbs wondering

What you put

Yourself through

I won’t be there to

lessen the blow

I’m not your karma

Just a masterpiece

You can’t process

Just a simple soul

Whose purpose is to

Confess — know thyself

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I hate standing up for myself

Against a loved one

Ripping myself

away from you

Even though I know

my heart beats for you

But your love has never been

An after-thought for me

Too bad I am for you

You act like an end of the

Line sinner searching for a prayer

Promising one day you’ll be better

Lord I hope you find yourself & care

Maybe write your future self a letter

Either way I won’t be there

Cutting this cord so you

Can stand on your own

Cutting this cord

I can’t be your safety net

Anymore

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Save your breadcrumbs

My love

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All I need is for you

To love you

Let your heart chakra

Vibrate the truth

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9:53 am

2:31am

5/21/21

Talking to u — is talking to me

I just need time

Time

Time

Time

Always on my side

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I just need love

Love

Love

Love

How silly I

think I need

Something that I

Already am

.

Whisper

(I am love)

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Sometimes I have to

Give myself this

Extreme Ultimatum

Really ask myself

If I’m living w

ith purpose

Or if I’m dying

Of worldly sickness

Am I mundane ?

Apathetic ?

Complacent ?

Grateful?

I can’t help but

ROLL MY EYES

When I hide the truth

From myself

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Nothing is on fire

No emergency sirens

Ringing in my ear

No warning from

My guides

That something is

Coming near

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So I know I

must be stronger

This must go on longer

Can’t daydream about

The Other

This is my role

I model

I am a Mother

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So Cheyenne

Are you dying ?

Because I think

you’re stronger

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3:11 PM

3:18 PM

5/14/2021

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