Inconsistent Pretending 

I love it when he pretends to need me. Smiling like a gentleman and whispering the sweetest of sweets in my ear. 

His energy makes me feel alive 

I could stay here forever… 

If I was blind. 

Outside of the eye contact I can’t break and the compliments I can’t take is an inconsistency that curses both of us. 

An inconsistency to commit.     

(We’ve both been through so much) 

An inconsistency in the truth.

(We don’t patrol each others phone) 

I could tell him every way he makes me feel but when I wake up I don’t know if it will be the same. Did I push him away in my sleep or reveal  too much of my liking. 

I know his phone will go off and it will give me a flashback or two. 

A nice little timeline pops up of what I’ve been through. 

My life has led me to you. I hope I haven’t bitten off more than I can chew. 

My inconsistencies seem to haunt my every move. So I stay in these moments with you;as long as I can. Knowing when I leave…

We were only pretending. 

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